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etherealaurora: noelbackwardsisleon: sapphyrerebeledge: veggieweenie: sweetmotherofpie: the-elf-on-baker-street: zontanosophobia: saintdoriangray: ishiila: underlordwynt: thisissarcasm: penworthy: tiffari: opera4breakfast: misswallflower: This made me so sad. Oh fuck. I really, really think so. And I’m so happy to be able to say that. Weird, this thought actually crossed my mind today, but in a slightly different form. To be honest, my 8 year old was an insecure mess who couldn’t stand up for herself for shit and literally had no friends. I like to think she’d be proud of me… someone who’s not afraid to state her beliefs, is comfortable with herself, and has a large of group of close friends. Even a best friend. Of course my math and science grades are shitty so maybe she wouldn’t like me that much. To be honest, I don’t think 8 year old me would recognize adult me, because that version of me is a completely different human being. 8 years old? That was the calm before the storm. I imagine that 8 year old me wouldn’t know what to do with grown up me, but you know what? All I need to do to make the child in me happy is open up the file of the things I’ve written - novels, short stories, fics - and let her see how far she’s come. And yeah, I think that little brat that put pen to paper and wrote a story about a magic carrot would be pretty damned proud. Well shit. I honestly don’t think so. At all. Not at all. I never imagined myself to turn out like this—EVER. Yeah. She fucking would thank you very fucking much. :) If my 8 year old self met me, we would run away together and be happy. ._. My 8-year-old self would be thrilled to pieces about who she grew into. Well, there are parts that would frighten her, but for the most part I think she’d be proud. She’d be a bit disappointed, but still happy at the progress at the same time :) She’d be over the moon that I still love Yu-Gi-Oh! I GUESS ART WISE But I’d be like “SWEETIE YOU NEED TO START ARTING SOONER AND ALSO DON’T DRAW ANIMU”  ….my eight year old self wouldn’t know who I was. But after she realized who she would grow into be, despite how fucked up and strange I am, I think she’d be happy with who she’d be. I hope. My eight-year old self will be disappointed that I do not have a girlfriend despite the fact that I’m in college because having a girlfriend soon as I got to college was the plan. But he’ll be proud that I’m still childish all the same No…she would be so disappointed. And she’d walk away because I’m so different from she hoped to be one day. A year ago she would have been, if I met my 8 year old self at this very moment, not.
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feb 26th 2012
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    Kidding me?? They would break down and cry.
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    My 8 year old self will be proud.
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    hell yes, id be able to beat myself in an argument about super hero’s.
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